Stillness and Being Myself
“Within you there is a stillness and a sanctuary to which you can retreat at any time and be yourself.” Hermann Hesse in The Wonders of Solitude, edited by Dale Salwak
This is what I need right now: permission from myself to be myself. I want some sanity. I want peace.
It may be selfish, but I am just trying to comfort myself at this point, until we see the oncologist this upcoming Thursday. I am doing whatever I can to make myself feel better. My time is pretty much spent with Barry, so there is little I can do away from him. He seems to be clueless. I envy him. I am pretending to be just as clueless as he is, but that is hard on me. So I read, rake, nap, and do simple little things. Biding my time in so many ways.