Perhaps a Mini-Breakthrough

I have been having moving spiritual warmth for the past six months or so. The natural assumption is that they are hot flashes due to menopause. What made me never believe that hypothesis was the mobile aspect of them. They seemed to prefer the left side of my body and they regularly violated ordinary expectations, doing things like making my feet hot in the dead of winter or going down the leg sticking out from under the covers.

This past week, I developed some level of conscious control over it. I was amazed. I was able to move the heat up my legs into my torso and into my arms. This is new. I think it might be kundalini because it gets more intense the more I meditate.

I am working on developing spiritual power and this is a great encouragement. I never got any real-life encouragement as a christian. This stuff actually works.

About cdhoagpurple

I live in Michigan. I was Greek Orthodox (and previously Protestant), but now am more Buddhist than anything. I am single now (through the till-death-do-you-part clause of the marriage contract). My husband Barry was a good man and celebrated 30 years in AA. I am overly educated, with an MBA. My life felt terminally in-limbo while caring for a sick husband, but I am free now. I see all things as being in transition. Impermanence is the ultimate fact of life. Nothing remains the same, good or bad.

2 responses to “Perhaps a Mini-Breakthrough”

  1. Ninasusan says :

    Are u studying yourself or do you have a yogi or leader help you. With your limited time and schedule, I’m guessing you are doing and learning thisnyourself?

  2. cdhoagpurple says :

    I am doing everything myself. Religiously, I have already been conservative Protestant and Greek Orthodox. Now I am looking at spirituality and even a little wicca. No more patriarchy. I would love to have the leisure to study Zen with a real roshi. When Barry passes, I will move and look for a roshi.

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